woman, man, relationship

Removing Myself

I don’t know why the Universe decided I actually had to like him. Maybe I just needed a trial, to be forced to stand up for my worth. I don’t fucking know. I know it hurts my feelings. Better now than later. I deserve so much more. Right now I just need to sit with …

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I Forgive You

For the graying clouds of anguish behavior Not to see the unchanging and bitterness of your thinking how you see me as a comparison to others, I forgive you For the way you put me down in the midst of being the only companion and support, but never the reassurance or gratitude of my true …

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beach, model, ocean


M called me earlier and asked how it was going with Mr. Nice Guy, I told her I hadn’t talked to him since yesterday when he just dipped again… she said, you need to speak your truth, even if he’s just your friend you would tell me if I did something that bothered you. Okay …

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under water, fashion, woman


What a wild ride this week has been… It feels like this is the first chance I’ve had to sit still, much less write. A lot has been going on, my youngest daughter and her family have had to move in due to covid related nonsense. I love having them here, the energy is good, …

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grimace, funny, expression

Men… Blah.

I’ve always liked boys… no, I mean really, really liked them. I think most of us hit a boy crazy period during adolescence but mine started wayyyyyy earlier and has lasted till this day.  That being said, I’ve also always really disliked them. What?! That doesn’t make sense. Hear me out. I believe my fascination …

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